I was so proud of her. I told everyone the story…
We were dancing tango. Friends, in the chocolate shop. Brick walls and art. The place smelled like heaven.
Red velvet cushions and on one a timid girl slumped in layers. Heavy winter boots. Fingerless gloves. Something made me want to put life into her. We shared hot chocolate and I told her about tango, about my own fairytale.
So the story, it is really good.
Her doctor sent her, she told me. Tired of silly exercises for her weak back, her doctor sent her dancing. Tango was the only one she loved, she told me. And well, fancy that me too.
I made it my mission to crack her, Out of that tough skin and cold exterior. I saw a beautiful soul and I wanted everyone else to see it too. She kept coming back and I gave her my secrets. All my secrets.
Little by little the gloves came off, the pants, the sweaters. Kicking and screaming she let me paint her face. “I look like a French whore,” she told me, but I saw her eyes smile, and two weeks later she’d put on her own. Lipstick and skin, even heels.
I showed her how to use her feet and hold her body. How to look pretty. Choosing fluttery things to fly. Posture. Presence. A little caterpillar, wiggling her way in to wings.
I was in love and I wanted to share. In love with my boyfriend, in love with my life, in love with tango, learning to love myself, and all that love just overflowed. Onto everyone, but lots onto her. And she loved it. Starved, she soaked it up, and grew. Blossomed and I nurtured her.
Time passed and life changed, but we only got closer. True support it was. Mutual. Easy. Without motive, just to share. With my little tango buttterfly.
My fairytale wobbled here and there a little – so did hers. Then mine came crashing down. Prince Charming wasn’t so charming anymore and I felt to move forward, solo. I left, released her, told her she was ready, pushed her, saying, “Fly little butterfly, fly!”
And wet wings flopped in hot sun then dried. Stronger, brighter, big like mine.
I packed up all my life into two suitcase and landed in Spain. Something new in every corner. Open to every possibility, I soaked it all in. I flew. I shone. ‘Smiled til I couldn’t anymore. Then I watched, sober, the people, the music…thinking, processing…
From afar I saw my butterfly. Taking ideas we shared, making them real. I applauded with my words her journey. So proud, so thrilled to plant a seed and see it grow. To see the fruit luscious, ‘harvest shared with all.
Butterflies, we both were born…. to make the world a happier, more beautiful place.